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Last Desire

by Failan

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1.
You are the fire of my soul Take me with you when you want to fade away Take my hands and Lead me to a better place I take your hands I follow you to a better place Quick give me your lips Give me your thighs Give me your cold hands And devouring eyes Inside an insane flame Give me everything I need And you should believe me Our dreams are all the same It gets worse every day Life seems to slip away I lost my will to live Need the end to set me free Take my hand, my dear love, come step inside my tears Swim the poisoned river I've been crying all these years All I can give you is a love that never dies I collapse from the inside when you look into my eyes Growing darkness, fallen dawn Frozen tears, soon I'll be gone Bloody wounds, this can't be real I can't stand this hell I feel Sometimes you say my love cannot be true Please believe me dear and I will show you Follow me and you will not regret Leave the life you led before we met Lost in the darkness I fade from the light Blood on my conscience and murder in mind Another morrow I still leave in sorrow There is no tomorrow for the sinners like me You are the fire of my soul Make me burn out of control There's a fire in my soul You are the fire of my soul
2.
Heaven knows you regret everything Cause there's something between you and me Last chance Give me last chance to make it right I'll find another world Inside my mind But now i'm not alright This will be our last dance We have loved We have lost Love. What is love? I don't deserve love Princess, knight Flowers of evil In this fog of hope In a place where blood flows Hidden thoughts under the snow How did you find a way out of here? Loving you is my unlucky ticket But if you could see the beauty inside This thing I can never describe You are a perfect start to a lousy day I am ashes in your filled ashtray
3.
Close your eyes Let me take you to the sky Break into your dreams I can hear you calling me With a little courage You would forgive me In my deepest dream You taste so sweet Eyelids closed in longing Since I can no longer feel faith I am a product of those people who once loved me and left I'd like to take you with me In my deepest reveries I dream of you almost every night What is wrong with me?
4.
Dark Mage 02:01
I spread disease like a homeless dog Only dead trees can be seen from the fog Feeling paranoid, dont know where I am In this world that has been damned Beware what stalks you in the night Beware the old hunter and his bite I am the wolf, I am the lamb Bloodstains on my hands I am a dark mage Give me alchemy, give me wizardry Give me sorcery, give electricity Give me fire power and a magic wand You are my desire of flesh obey me You won't need your eyes You won't need your breath You won't need your arms You won't need your legs Can't say what's on my mind Can't do what I really feel Raise your head and raise your face Tell me who i am Don't summon the devil, don't call the priests If you need your life then give me your will This life is disgusting to me When the bitterness subsides I have nothing left inside
5.
Nothing left inside Nothing left inside You lied You lied You're one of them You're one of them You lied You lied I see your eyes You're just a child What happened? Where have you been? I can't dream Can we kiss? Can we dance? I want to cry In your hands Love It's love It's love Love Nothing left inside Nothing left inside Cause in my mind You lied In my mind You lied I won't cry I want to die
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Acceptance 02:55
Days gone All alone What I've felt What I've seen What I've known But I'm still the same, watching the faces change Acceptance I laughed and cut my hand Is this how it will end? Or will I have to wait A little more? Time flows Night falls Lost calls Strange colored walls Time flows Night falls Lost calls Innocence is gone We are lost souls Would you believe me when, I tell you are the queen? Lie down beside me, I'll tell you how I feel A queen of pain, you are far beyond compare Your childish naive gaze my favorite nightmare It's not The eyes You feel There is nothing real Silence One chance Repentance Nightmares Endless Nameless Emptiness Acceptance
7.
Come on death I think it will make you smile Come on death Young can die, old must The dark silence In the depths Of my madness Come on death I am one with the void Come on death The last breath, it's my faith When i die who'll remember my name? Walk into the dark without fear Under the black sky I sacrifice my sanity I have to be happy Sitting like a dog She is so kind Love is blind Keep in mind Blackened soul Troubled mind Behold the dawn Of my dead heart
8.
Love 06:02
Love I am in love I can die I am in love Suicide I always wear a smile Self destruct Suicide Death I am death Death Here I am I am death Love I am in love I can die I am in love Inna Silence Here I am Silence Is what I am Kiss Can I kiss you? Inna Where are you? I love you I love you I love you Inna Death I am death And violence Who am I? I am silence When love will start A flame in your heart You will find out Where I am stuck Who are you? You are a lady What should I do? I need to save you I'm so in love I'm so in love I'm so in love with you Pain I have pain It hurts me I feel pain Pain
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И пока я ворочался во сне Я обратился к нему и сказал Я очень растерян И ни в чем не уверен Если смерть есть, то где она? Я не вижу ее во сне Смерть есть, но не здесь И ее нет во сне Жди настоящий день Так он мне сказал Но я уснул и вижу сны В пламене последнего луча И если ты найдешь - сорви меня Я позирую ему для картин Но кто-то внутри меня хочет покончить жизнь самоубийством Кто-то внутри меня хочет вернуть себе небо Всю нить моей печали Хочешь, на палец вяжи Ад теряет обаянье Внутри творятся миры Но твои глаза Снова жгут меня Ран моих не тревожь Прошлого не вернешь И я не знаю чем это закончится Заменим ли прогнивший мир новым, чистым Перестанем ли бояться тьмы и монстров Хоть мы и есть свиньи Но наше место под солнцем И будут знамения в солнце и звездах А на земле уныние мое и недоумение И море восшумит и оно возмутится Нашептывая мне стихи И у глаз моих темные тени Я перед тобою склоняю колени Но какой в тебе солнечный свет Только ночи химера и святость жертв Красота теперь мой враг Я готов себя сжечь дотла И обратился я и увидел всякие угнетения, какие делаются под солнцем Я умираю с убитыми С теми, кто ранен и забыт Когда из тела бежит кровь Я чувствую боль и страдаю Но они будут отгрызать носы И станут отрывать свои уши Порвут одежду до голого тела И не будут стыдиться Так как они безумны Я рисую словами И сгораю дотла Ты - солнце в ночи Разлука и пустота
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Last Desire 04:32
Can't you feel it's getting colder Like falling petals in autumn colors Whispers born of fading embers The path we took was just in vain It's been forever since I saw you And I'm just waiting for you I hope there is a place for me in your dreams When I whisper in your ear Do you dream of me? Down the vast hills in morning mist cold Wounded by the thorns that come from the heart The scars are torn open when I walk I'm looking for a place that I can call my home Can you hear me drift away?

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released June 5, 2021

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